through Your eyes

Sunday, October 10, 2010

HELLO! I'm making this a permanent post to remind me of dates and deadlines, so the published date is at 2010. heh.
proper posts with accurate date are under this post ya! ;D

SCHOOL DEADLINES TO MEET THIS SEMESTER:~ (ripped from char's blog!)

~~1. Business Comm. - Resume + Cover Letter (2 Nov'09, Monday)~~
~~2. PT Group Proposal (13 Nov'09, Friday)~~
3. PT Individual Research Proposal (17 Nov'09, Tuesday)
4. Business Comm. Job Interview (19 Nov'09, Thursday)
~~5. WISP Online Workshop Postings (22 Nov'09, Sunday)~~
6. EPM grp report (26 Nov'09, Thursday)
7. Business Comm. - Sales Scenario (29 Nov'09, Sunday)
8. Focus Group Assignment (27 Nov'09, Friday)
9. WISP Factsheet (30 Nov'09, Monday)
10. Class Window Display (4 Dec'09, Friday)
11. RMTR Student Teaching Presentation (4 Dec'09, Friday)
12. PT Individual Research Report (4 Jan'10, Monday)
13. RMTR Private Sale (Jan'10)
14. Business Comm. Data-Gathering Assessment (11 Jan'10, Monday)
15. PT Group Report (29 Jan'10, Friday)
16. Business Comm. Solution Selling Call Assessment (8 Feb'10, Monday)
17. PT Group PPT to Client (Feb'10)

SUPPORT MINISTRY INVOLVEMENT:~
1. Camp Mega Event
2. Christmas Dance for Combined Christmas Service

North ABC and District Preparation:~
1. Babes first opening meet up (21 Nov '09, Saturday)
2. Direction
3. Upcoming Meeting plans
4. North Training Day Teaching

Important Coming Dates:~
1. November Babies Birthday
2. Monsters Farewell (19 Nov '09, Thursday)
3. Sheep's last shepherding
4. North Training Day (25 and 26 Nov '09, Wednesday and Thursday)

To be looked into soon!!:
1. birthday and christmas cards making!

i will live to carry Your compassion @4:02 PM

Sunday, November 15, 2009

to be completed today!

1. TRMK, RMTR, STMO Tutorials
2. PT Individual Research Proposal
3. Business Comm. Job Interview Preparation
4. EPM grp report
5. PT Email Research
6. Farewell speech. HAHA!
7. Pass down week plan
8. ABC planning
9. birthday cards (optional)

so much work. T-T

i will live to carry Your compassion @4:26 PM

Friday, November 06, 2009

to my dear sheep, Kejing.

tests in life will never end, and everyday we will meet with things that never ever go our way.
we may question God why certain things turn out so far from the ideal, and even ask God, 'God, don't you love me anymore? why are you making things so difficult for me?'
but in christianity, we don't only receive salvation, but a deal with God to go through life transformation. and to have that, we gotta go through changes, however much gruelling and torturing and uncomfortable it might be. yet amidst all these, we are promised an eternal partnership with our powerful, and almighty God, that as long as our hope and trust is in Him, as long as we follow His good and perfect will even if it takes our very last breath, He will rescue and deliver us. for no temptation or trials given to us is ever beyond what we can bear. [1 Corinthians 10:13] so, no! don't give up! don't even let that intention get into your head!

instead! learn how to give thanks and have joy in ALL circumstances! Paul was able to sing and worhsip God even in jail, and mind you, he wasn't all safe and sound! he was inflicted with open raw wounds from all the floggings in persecution, humiliated, cold, tattered and torn! yet He could keep his heart still before God and enjoy God's restoration. you too, sheep, you can be restored by God. focus your eyes on the eternal God, and not the current adversities.

2 Corinthians 4:16-18 (New International Version)
16Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. 17For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. 18So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.

sheep, God 真的很看得起你，才会给那么多考验，因为祂知道你一定做得到，所以你一定要坚持！一次的失败不代表永远的失败，你不能放弃哦！加油！

May the Lord bless you abundantly and cover you fully in His protection and embrace. =)

i will live to carry Your compassion @5:40 PM

i suddenly felt the urge to blog. ;)

i'm happy cos i've finally reached the last day of the week, and tmr there's dance and service, and fellowship and CLM! woohoo!
then over at sunday, there'll be ULM. then i will stay around SMU to complete all my assignments and planning. ROAR. I WANT TO BE DISCIPLINED!

enjoyed fellowship yesterday with my crazy cow CG!
and i finaly got to run 4km after such a long long time!
sense of accomplishment yo!

key learnings from yesterday!
* spirit of righteousness - standing up for what is right and biblical wherever i am, in whatever situations, however dire it may be.
* spirit of serving and being pastoral - putting others' interest before yourself, and meeting their needs rather than your own pleasures and desires. I DON'T ALWAYS HAVE TO WIN.
* spirit of being above reproach in everything i do - blameless before God and others with my life as a living example.
* spirit of being a FULL-TIME (strictly not part-time) christian who's a salt and light to the community - being disciplined and a role model in all aspects of my life; family, school, church, even when i'm on my own, striving for excellence in all. i need to then be prepared for not only church teachings, but school lessons as well, be ready to grow and learn, and to receive from God.
* spirit of evangelism - outreaching to the people around me to know the love of Christ through my life. let my lifesong sing to all.

there's actually more la. but i'll be back again.
a note to all: God's eyes is always on us, we gotta keep watch of our lives and readily circumcise our hearts when we find ourselves going the wrong way. HE sees EVERTYHING we do; don't ever try to smoke your way through manzxzx.

i will live to carry Your compassion @3:47 PM

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

Make your own animation

YAY!

bridget is a happy girl today!
because she got to visit CG!
and was in the company of the awesome cchy monsters!
and got to see people she havent seen in ages!
and MOST IMPORTANTLY, GET TO WORSHIP THE LORD HER MIGHTY GOD!

WHOPPEEEEEEEEEE~~~!!!

and btw, was on the phone with Mr. Guigui!
mini, but really appreciated catch up!
THANK YOU!

shepherding with my darling sheepy YQYQYQYQYQYQ tmr!!!!!!!

COLOR BUDDAYE CHARMAINE!
do you see this? ;D
I'm battering my eyelids at you. MUAH MUAH.

i am a HAPPY GIRL!

i will live to carry Your compassion @11:50 PM

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

decided to post some random pics!

featuring latte!

^ what a funny face horh! XD

and the other day i was with huanwen at spotlight before halloween.
so we were trying on ugly masks!

^ tt's huanwen!

Make your own animation
^hoho! unglam sheepy aw an qi!
sorry that it's so blur! she keeps moving! HAHAHA!

i will live to carry Your compassion @9:58 PM

Friday, October 30, 2009

have i told anybody that i've started school already? T.T
i'm so tired. and it's only the second week. BOOO.

i miss my monsters in yishun laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
where are you guys!!!!!?!?!?

anyhows, many thanks to Sharlene, Anqi, Yuwen and Nicholas for travelling down to my school area to meet me.
VERY VERY VERY APPRECIATED.
cos i really cannot travel now, plus i need to be home early. sorry uh guys.

anyhows, i manage to go sing K with Winnie on wednesday! SHUANG! ;D

thank God it's Friday, then i'll get to take a mini mini break from all the nonsense and faster recuperate and plan my following weeks properly.
I HAVE LIKE MILLIONS OF DEADLINES!

pray for meeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~!!!

i will live to carry Your compassion @12:23 PM

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

PIANG EHHHHH!
THE WEATHER IS SUPER HOT LIKE DUNNO WHAT CAN!

i was in the train today, machiam getting cooked la!
the air is so stale and the sun just scorched down my neck.
the whole day is just STICKY AND UGHHHHHH!!!!!

okay, enough of complains.

please call me hardworking okay, i'm going to do my tutorial.
sounds so sad to have myself doing homework.
my monstrous kids are having their hols! *cries*

BRIDGET WANTS TO WORK ULTRA ULTRA HARDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!

i will live to carry Your compassion @11:58 PM

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

i have finally started school again!
and i'm trying to bring with me a very positive and teachable spirit as i approach the school gates.
the first day had been fine yesterday!
am really hoping that i'll be fully attentive for the 4 hours of lecture today!

i have a tingling excitement churning in my tummy.
amidst the upcoming tide of stresses and expectations coming from school, i still am very hopeful for a fruitful semester accompanied in partnership with God and His people.

with Christ in the vessel, you can smile at the storm!

i will live to carry Your compassion @10:49 AM

Thursday, October 15, 2009

YAYYYYY! unit outing was SHIOK AHHHH!
will try to upload pics soon. hehe.

i will live to carry Your compassion @2:03 AM

open the eyes of my heart Lord,
open the eyes of my heart.
i want to see you.

i really wonder what's up God's sleeves.
it seems as though so much are crumbling down.
i'm not exactly exhausted and overwhelmed.
i just need a bit more time to settle things one by one.
i have no idea why God chose this time, of all time, to throw circumstances at me.
it's like i'm approaching the last week of my hols and entering the school term in a few days time.
perhaps it's God's way of ringing tt fat alarm clock that it's time to really focus my eyes on the Lord.
perhaps it's also a time when God reminds me that we are to switch roles, He'll take centre stage now.

i have no clue how i ran the past week without holding the Father's hand.
there are times i look back at God and say, 'God, i know you're there', but still continue on in my journey of uncertainties without my Daddy who's holding on to the roadmap.
i feel the utmost guilt creep in, and on top of that, a whole load of helplessness and disappointment in myself.

i really do know that God is in control. i claim it and i really claim it by full faith.
i just aint that confident of myself.
i can't seem to stride out in full force. and my ill-discipline is really eating into me.
the ugly side of me says, 'RUN AWAY! go as far as you can! go on an escapism!'
but all these running away's incurring my spiritual muscle fatique.
it does me zero help.
i need rest by the Father's side.

God, please, change me, mold me, search my heart, and know my anxious thoughts, make me walk according to Your ways.
i am so weak God. i am a nobody. and i have no strength nor ability to run this life alone.
so Lord, i really ask of you, take control of my life! help me to be the kind of person you created me to be. help me to not just know of Your power, but depend on Your power.
i need, and desperately need your intervention. please Lord, will you move and stir in my heart?
and God, i know, that you are my Rock, and my refuge, my deliverer, and my provider.
i trust in You.

i will live to carry Your compassion @1:24 AM

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

not being able to be continually engaged with God will reap consequences.

i feel so ill-prepared. =(

i will live to carry Your compassion @12:49 AM